The Black Tree

A good friend of mine, Stu Larsen, penned a song called “The Black Tree” on the EP with the same name and released it earlier this year.
Black Tree
Listening to the EP, especially this song, on a high volume holds a special sort of power in bringing peace, it just levels you out, makes you feel better.

Are you ok?

It’s a question I’ve been asked a number of times today. That & I’ve also been told to man up.

I’m not sure why some days you wake up and feel poor in spirit. Radio personalities have this divine calling to push aside their feelings and personal situations in order to entertain and keep company with listeners. It’s why I love my work, I get this secret access to people’s lives, in their car, office, bedroom. When you’ve got this special access it’s like meeting the Queen, you’re now with the Queen and this is her party, not yours.

So today I just feel poor in spirit and I’m not allowed to acknowledge it. I’m physically ok, healthy enough. I’ve got food in my pantry, stomach and access to more if needed at Woolworths. There’s a large collectoin of people across this earth who think somewhat positive thoughts of me, though I’m unsure how many are in Esperance. My faith in God is steadfast and my mental health is at a seemingly normal level.

Perhaps I uncovered something when I was unsure how many of those people were in Esperance. Love is something that cannot be assumed (example: stalkers), love is something that needs to be communicated on an ongoing basis. As is that sticking point in most blogs where you’ve lost the first 85% of the readers, you’ve stuck this far, so I’ll proclaim I love you, it’s a response to your reading ability this far in, ok?

But are you ok?

Yes I’m ok, I really am, I’m fine

For a moment though think about the question you’re asking though. As far as questions go, when you’re hoping for an answer, that’s a poor question.

Perhaps next time you see someone and you feel a caring or worried feeling towards them perhaps speak more about their situation, so you might actually be able to help, for example:

  • instead of “are you ok?” try “I see you’ve been hit by a car, could I call you an ambulance and maybe try and remove the car off you?”
  • instead of “are you ok” try “So the girl you’ve spent months developing a friendship with, after spending $100’s of dollars on coffees, meals and those little gifts, finally figures out you’d like to date her and freaks out. Let me tell you that ‘everything will be ok’ and ‘there’s plenty more fish in the sea’?”
  • and finally instead of “are you ok” try “I can see you’ve just moved 3,853km from the Gold Coast where you once lived and you’re now 4,100km from your home town and even further from your family, at least three flights away from anyone you know or love. That might be a little lonely. Could I ask you if you’re ok?”

The Black Tree

It’s a beautiful EP … you should listen to it. Try Lydia Cole on for size while you’re there … and Scat, they’re also tops.

Disregard Notice

Please disregard anything I post on this Blog, Twitter or Facebook, even the contents of telephone calls we may have until such time that I’m married or am ‘doing coffee’ with other people 3 to 4 times a week (n.b. not by myself like I do each day after I get off air to relax).

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It seems the extreme move from metropolitan Qld to extremely remote and rural Western Australia has made me all emotional and I may blog, tweet or Facebook things that other people should not read, or may not want to read … which is intolerably worse.
Thank you.

Family, your own family

Typically writers steer clear of the wrath of their family. It’s a noble cause, given the pain it could create in relationships because often you’d only write about them if everything was perfect.

We are family

Everyone has a different scope when it comes to family. Mine is divorced 3 times or more, it’s separated geographically, conversationally, culturally. Some of us are barely connected by blood let alone marriage.

But … we are family.

Family Perfection

Perfection has been often labeled a myth or unreachable goal. I prefer to think of it as everyone else that you respect. Some kind of mish mash of the Brady Bunch, Home and Away, that South African family you know and the stupid neighbours across the road who really can do no wrong.

When we care about something, or someone, in great detail or in great quantities perfection is the thing we try to bring to it. This is my understanding of it anyhow. I’ve always understood that if you don’t try to bring to perfection to something, a relationship, job, artwork, chore, then you don’t care for it. Which is ok with me. Really, it is. But just know that I noticed it.

So back to perfection, it’s that drive to make it better, it makes you angry, upset and is usually the driving force behind most emotion. You either made it perfect or you didn’t.

Family perfection

So statistics tell me that you think your family was way more screwed up than everyone elses. Unless you’re South African … somehow they have this special blessing of perfect families. I wish I was South African sometimes.

The truth is that we look at our family in a special lens, hoping they would just be better. I’m looking at this holistically: relationships, gatherings, generosity, conversation, relationships between others. I know that I hope the best, seriously the best for my family, as jagged, divorced, separated and distant as we seem sometimes I hope for the best.

I think about my family and their wellbeing more than modern statistics tell me I should be thinking about sex.

You’ll recognise within yourself similar thoughts or actions, you simply want your family to do well. Your elders, parents, grandparents, cousins, uncles and aunts. You wouldn’t wake up with ghastly thoughts for them. Your siblings, nieces and nephews.

We’ll call these thoughts, perfection, just wanting everything to be amazing. Because you care.

Medicine

This post started out as a plea to my family to get their act together. I assumed a few things

  • They all read this blog – unlikely
  • I was without doubt the best – verdict is out
  • They were all in some way a little bit wrong or misguided – most probably
  • I had all the answers – most assuredly not

With those things clarified as I typed the first few paragraphs I got to here and had nothing to type.

I’d opened up WordPress with the intention of being really annoyed at a number of things stemming over the past 27 years. Many of which I’d forgiven and forgotten. They range over at least 5 marriages, somewhere near 10-15 houses, more last names than I’d care to remember and a bitterness that runs deep through the valleys of our bloodline.

Healing

Blogging is a selfish thing quite often, writing blogs about personal issues, it’s healing to my soul and if you’ve made it this far you’re obviously wondering if I’ll talk about you or you actually care for me, which I’m rather grateful for.

But here’s the public advice, though these rivers of bitterness run deep, through every conversation, connection, Christmas and birthday, if you drink from the river you’ll surely be poisoned.

This bitterness which is common in family lines, the one that sits at the dinner table with you all, has only a single function: to harm.

Forgetting might not be an option to you today. But forgiveness is. Forgiveness is the bridge of bitter waters that opens the options up when this Chistmas is looking lonely. Forgiveness is the blank cheque, that when given lets the child inside loose in the candy store of life.

Why?

Well you want your family to be perfect don’t you?

The Micro-Loans … 24 hours later

000030516224 hours later and the Micro-Loan, Finance 2.0, Micro-Lending thing that I’ve created still doesn’t know how to categorise itself but nonetheless it is up and running.

24 hours later I’m $750 closer thanks to your support!!!

Criticism

I wanted to address some of the criticism I’ve recieved in an honest and open way.

Just get a loan: thanks for your wise words.

Why? why not?

Why $6000 when you only need $5626.90? I said $6000 as a nice figure. I didn’t think it would be harmful to address a higher number. In that last few hundred I’ll have another look at the prices and if we reach the correct amount I’ll call off the campaign. If we go over then that get’s repaid instantly anyhow. No harm?

Am I a real person? Yes … I am a real person. I’m unsure how I could really prove this to you on a general basis – if you’re unsure you can email me a question and I’ll try and prove myself I guess.

Comments

Also addressing some of the comments:

  • No, this isn’t patented
  • Yes, you can use this model or principle
  • Yes, I also hope ‘it works’

The Terminology

I’m uncertain how to title or categorise this journey. I used Micro-Finance, because it is financing broken down into smaller chunks, which lends itself to Micro-Loans or Micro-Lending. Finance 2.0 is also a bit of a wanky way of saying it. Perhaps you could suggest a better way of titling it?

The Micro-Loan

If you’re reading this without reading the original proposition then you’re missing out! Here it is: http://joshuawithers.wordpress.com/2009/10/13/micro-finance-a-macbook-pro-and-adobe-cs4/

Micro-Finance a MacBook Pro and Adobe CS4

The world that is presented to you today via TV, media, radio and especially by our friends here at Interwebs Inc is fairly consuming of your time, money and energy so I appreciate that you’d take a few moments out of your day to read this blog, my twitter, facebook or whatever it might be that dragged you into this blog today.

In that spirit of appreciation I’d ask you to embark on a little journey with me. The impact you’ll have on me and those around me, which may well include you, will be massive!

The cause

MacBook ProPurchase an Apple MacBook Pro and Adobe Creative Suite 4 plus a few small necessary accessories. I gave away my Apple Macbook to a student friend about 12 months ago and since have been without a personal computer. Up until recently I’ve had work computers to use for Graphic Design, but since following my dream job here in Esperance in WA I have not.

The reason

To create graphic design and web design which I love doing for fun, also for profit but also for good causes for free or goodwill!

The proposition

CS4I would ask you to lend to me an amount of money, you choose the amount, towards the necessary $6000 for such a purchase which includes PayPal fees. (Actual cost at time of posting is $5,626.90. I ask for $6000 because of fluctuation in Apple and Adobe pricing plus  PayPal fees. When the purchase is made, residual can be immediately paid back)

My commitment

  • I will repay the debt, in whole, within 3 years, by October the 1st 2012 but almost certainly much sooner than this. Your repayment may happen next week or next year, if you need it by a certain time email me and I can prioritise your repayment.
  • I will start this repayment once the laptop is purchased, and keep you updated via email on the status of my debt to you.
  • The interest of the loan I can offer to you in kind, for graphic or web design at a rate of 15% or one hour’s work whichever is greater. So if you loan $100 I will offer you $15  or 1 hour, whichever is greatest at $49 an hour, worth of work of graphic design on the newly purchased laptop.
  • I will keep this project open and accountable on this blog. You will be able to see who lent or donated and who’s been paid back and when.

Bonus Offer

If you care to, you can donate money instead and I will return it to you 115% in graphic design services in kind.

Why

I’m doing this because together we can, and by myself I cannot. Corporate finance institutions will only lend me your money anyway, but they’ll charge interest that you won’t receive.

How to do it

Simple.

  1. Decide on how much you want to contribute to the $6000
  2. Paypal that amount to me or transfer it into the NAB account which has been  set up for such a purpose. Account details below.
  3. Email your personal details (Name, Email, Phone) plus how you would like the money to be transferred back to you (Paypal, Bank Transfer or Money Order) to my email address which is joshuawithers [at] me.com of course remove the ‘ [me] ‘ bit and replace with an @, it’s there to stop spammers grabbing my email address. Make sure you include how much you’ve lent or donated as well.
  4. Stay tuned to this blog, or my Twitter or Facebook for updates as we do this together
  5. I thank you sooo much!

The details

Paypal: Follow this link to transact via PayPal

Australian Bank Transfer: I’ll send you my Bank Details via email on request. I had posted them here but decided against it in-case they were hacked etc. It’s a real fear in today’s world apparently.

Postal: Of course you can send it via post: PO Box 1896, Esperance, WA, 6450.

Micro-loaners Spreadsheet: http://spreadsheets.google.com/ccc?key=0AlvKnIFAhbkKdDRFX2NRUlA4QTBuWHFNblB4X1I5dnc&hl=en

Purchase details

Here’s a pdf printout from the Apple Store for the products I want to purchase. I suppose if you wanted to you could actually purchase an individual item, it would all work the same. If you’re curious about my graphic and web design abilities look at my Portfolio.

Thank you!

I’m so appreciative that you would take part in this freaking amazing process!

Stephanie

There’s a beautiful thing that happens when one human separates him or her self from whatever is currently occupying them, because we often occupy ourselves rather sufficiently, and they connect with another. Connect is such a whored out word today, as if it’s the answer to success, will solve all of your problems and make you stove cleaner. Connection is more than that though, even though marketers and advertisers use it as a swear word.

Connection is fulfilling one of humanity’s five important tasks assigned to them at birth.

  1. Breath in …. breath out …. continue until further notice
  2. Pooing (if you don’t eat, you don’t poo, if you don’t poo you die)
  3. Look up
  4. Look across
  5. Look down

The first two, albeit simple, are rather important. It’s the other three that often need clarification.

Look up

Get religous, weird, spooky, spirity or just plain old oddball, whatever you thought of me just then, but there’s someone greater than you – work this one out your own way, the sooner you do it the less troubled you’ll find yourself feeling.

Look across

There’s a rather high value in connecting to those around you. Medical experts agree, mental health experts agree, cafe and nightclub owners agree and I’ll reluctantly acknowledge our friends at the online dating bureau.

There’s differing amounts of value you can instill in others, you’ll find the more you give, the more you get, but you often don’t learn that until later in life when you all of sudden regret a few things. Don’t worry, after all, what can you do to add to yesterday? (The answer is nothing … you cannot add anything to yesterday)

The point I’m making here is this: don’t be a bastard, find that person “across from you” your friend, family member, workmate, stranger and instill some value in them. Value is a whole new blog post, it could be money, time, a coffee, but more than likely a set of operating and receiving ears is all that’s required.

Look down

This encapsulates two main people groups. Babies and “the poor”.

Babies: have them and be aware of your responsibility in raising them, take this one seriously.

The poor: they need someone’s help …. it’s most probably yours, lets not be arrogant about the situation and do something about it later on.

StephanieStephanie

I titled this post Stephanie or as we call her @spatniotis mainly because she was seemingly upset at the then present fact I hadn’t blogged about her.  We met a few days back, she’s a friend of @DGPerth and @nova937music. @DGPerth I’ve not met, I’m sure I walked past and said hi to @nova937music once when we both worked at a radio station on the Gold Coast though.

Twitter first, then Facebook, now I’m blogging about her. This is connection 2009 style folks, say what you will about Social Media or the interwebs this isn’t how we are going to connect, this is how we are connecting …… well this and all those other ways we’ve been perfecting over the last few thousands years.

Go connect with someone today, it’ll probably cost you a few dollars when you shout them a coffee, a few minutes where you have to stop talking about yourself or your cares, but it will mean the world to them and Stephanie, I hope this means the world to you ;)

AustralianIdol.com.au

Andrew GSomehow I ended up on the Australian Idol website today and found it’s “Inside Idol” section where kids can ask questions of their celebrity idols and others involved in the show.

One kid had asked a question of Andrew G: “How did you get into the business, where did it start and how did you end up as a host? What did you first do to get you into hosting on television?”

Andrew had a good and simple answer: “Radio. Get into radio and learn about broadcasting, then buy yourself a video camera and practice!”

Someone replied: “i want to do radio , but i guess it takes a very long time to get yourself out there and only fery few are very successful”

I read this and had one of those “feeling sad for the youth of today” moments I’m sure my grandpa experiences every time he takes a breath. I’m kind of on this theme at the moment of being sick of seeing other people live their dreams, hearing the stories, talking about it amongst friends and preaching about it at church, in magazines & on Tv, but no-one does it.

So I replied: If anything doesn’t take hard work or a good measure of time then it’s not worth doing kid. Hard work builds a character in you that you can’t buy in Myers or learn about in a magazine. Andrew didn’t just wake up and be a radio host any less than he woke up and was hosting Aussie Idol.

After 7 years of working really hard – volunteering for years, working jobs I didn’t really want to – I now have a job in commercial radio doing the breakfast radio show in regional WA – 3000km from my friends and family. It’s just another step in the journey if that’s what you want to do.

Stop hearing about other people living their dreams and start telling your own story about how you’re living yours. Once day soon you’ll look back and freak out at how far you’ve come.

Josh: 1 Society of Losers: 0

Link to Aussie Idol question page: http://ate.australianidol.com.au/questionanswer.aspx?category=andrew-3&humanurl=how-did-you-get-into-the-business-where-did-it-start-and-how-did-you-end-up-as-a-host-3826

Radio Origins

I’ve not been blessed with free hours each day so I post this ditty un-edited and possible squandered with errors and mistypes. For these, I apologise in advance.

Radio has always fascinated me, to varying degrees of course. When I was in Grade 8 or 9 I remember getting excited with Dad because we saw a poster up that announced Triple J was coming to Mackay. We didn’t really know what it was, or what that meant, but it was exciting all the same.

Pauly, Mikey and the Sandman were the breakfast crew at the time, I’d wake up just in time to hear the Sandman deliver his daily radio soap and would listen through until I had to sprint outside to catch the school bus.

Although I was fascinated by it I never even fantasised that I could work in the industry, let alone be the voice that I found so friendly and hilarious. Getting past the age of 21 seemed like a big enough goal at the time.

I’d never quote this as a problem brought upon me or the fruit of a particular conversation or situation, but the idea of life past 21 never seemed a reality to me as a child, even as a teenager. There was this sense of undoing that would occur at 21, by 22 I’d either passed away or taken on a vegetative state. I simply had no vision for my life past 21. In my teenage years my relationships with my parents disintegrated to a point where my father dropped me off at a homeless youth shelter, he had also bailed me out of the Police watch-house as well, amongst a truckload of failures that I brought upon myself from the ages of 15 to 21.

Throughout this journey of finding out exactly what the law was and what happened when you broke it I always maintained a fascination with the broadcast medium we call radio.

There were a range of characters that continued to entertain me, sound like they were my friend when I was alone at home or in the car and of course keeping me informed and enjoying music. I was the perfect listener.

People like the Big Kahuna on Sea FM Nights, Paul and Suki and then Moyra on Sea FM breakfast on the Gold Coast, Keiron Atkinson on Sea/Gold Gold Coast, Meech and Teegs on Hot FM Mackay then just Meech on 4MK, Pricey at 4TO Townsville, Stan at 4CRM Mackay, the old 4MK and Hot FM crew in Mackay in the 90’s and then the legends at Sea FM in Mackay since it’s inception and especially Greg Clark and of course anyone who’s ever worked at Triple J. These were my idols.

Idols or not though, I was still a pot smoking, alcoholic, mostly useless kid.

A few months after turning 21, in the hot lonely summer of 2002 on the Gold Coast I eventually sucked dry any friend or resource I had on the Gold Coast, packed my bags and went home to Mackay. I’m forever grateful to Andrew Evans, my Dad and at that time his new wife Judy and those few people in Mackay who helped me out, I’ll never forget some of the favours lavished upon me then.

At the same time I met a girl who’s mother told me it would be a good idea to go to church that Sunday … or else! Luckily I found something special that went beyond Lyn, the mother, it was like that moment in the Sixth Sense when you find out that (I won’t ruin it for those who haven’t seen it) and then the whole movie makes sense. That was what happened at Mackay Christian Family over the course of about a year and a half. While I’m in the thankful mood I can’t forget at all Ben Naitoko, Tim Spark, Cam Murison, Ben Ives, Adam Lloyd-Jones, Tuppy, Kat Mac, Josh Murray, the family that is MCF and Rob Booth-Jones and his wife Denise and daughter JBJ.

That experience unlocked something within me that no other person or experience has done, it gave me purpose and a vision to fulfill the dreams that lingered in my inner most being.Mostly these formed the basis of depression and disappointment, much like a child standing in a candy store without a cent to his name. But now I was a kid in the candy store of life with a blank cheque.

4CRM

The only thing I could think of was radio. I had listened to my community radio station 4CRM a little bit and myself and a friend had a mutual friend there and we knew they were trying to sign up members as a fundraiser so we went down to sign up and become members.

I still can’t remember who I met on that fateful day apart from Stan Hillard who offered me an opportunity to learn how to announce on radio. That day the radio transmitter was dead and being repaired so he took me into the studio and let me play around and play songs whilst we were off air.

I was enjoying myself to no end, 4CRM had a music library bigger than anyone else I knew, all on CD, not a computer or automation system in sight. In the studio was a quaint little Elan Broadcast Console, 2 CD players, 2 mini disc players, a vinyl deck and tape player with three microphones on their respective stands.

The fear of God came over me though as Stan entered the studio and made me aware of the transmitter being fixed and I was now live on the air. He hurriedly instructed me to continue playing songs like I had been and to await further instruction.

From that humble beginning Stan and others around the station taught me everything I know today. It was a fantastic training base, especially learning how to broadcast without the aid of an automation system like I have today.

Sea FM Mackay

Being an enterprising young lad I’d organised a meeting, very secretly, with the Station Manager of 98.7 Sea FM Mackay. I knew that someone one day would have to pay me for this and as far as I knew she ran the coolest and most profitable radio station in the city, so she’d be the one to pay me. On that trip I was lucky enough to meet Chris North and Greg Clark who proved to be an inspiration for me but not enough for me to win a job there. I left depressed.

Within a few months a position’s vacant position appeared for a “Broadcast Systems Engineer” for RG Capital Radio. I read the word Broadcast and applied instantly not knowing what the job entailed or if I could do it. Within a few weeks Brian, the Station Engineer from Rockhampton was showing me the ropes and I was bluffing my way through as much of it as I can, yet trying to recognise what would kill me and what wouldn’t.

Through some kind of miracle, after about 6 months of radio fun in Mackay, the IT Manager of the RG Capital Radio Group, which had just transformed into a much larger group, the Macquaire Regional Radioworks, had his eye on me and asked me to move to the Gold Coast office to take on a lead support role in the IT Department, as honoured as I was it took about 3 weeks of arguing with myself, God, my friends and the IT Manager, Pete Schmidt, to get me to move. On November 23rd I arrived at the Gold Coast, after a 2 week contract in Walgett in Western NSW helping an Aboriginal radio station setup an automation system.

Macquarie Regional Radioworks

My time at the Gold Coast Radio Centre was more fruitful and endearing than I’d ever imagined. The people I met there were at the top of their game and only going further. We were leading Regional Radio in Australia from this dinky little 2nd floor office in the Seabank Building. The announcers I met there inspired me daily. The production, creative, programming staff there taught me so much and the accounting, sales and administration staff are some of my good friends today.

I learnt so much about IT from Pete, Engineering became a mystical art thanks to Jim and Paul and the neccasary evil of distribution of the day’s events was a theatre show to no end thanks to the Bartman and after him Hendo.

Yet … each day I came to work I didn’t sit in front of a microphone, now I didn’t do a lot of IT either. That’s pretty much thanks to Carl, Regan, the News team, AJ and whoever was on air at Sea FM (thanks Ken and Dan).

So after a little over a year I realised I needed to kick myself into action and I resigned, to go to a Ministry College.

SURFCiTY

I started as a student at SURFCiTY College … well I’m not sure why. In hindsight I knew that my adoption of the Christian faith, my new belief and it’s outpouring in my life had done some real good in me, perhaps I wanted to further that. I’d also say I was led, something, someone, inside me knew that learning about God, his character and his church would be a good foundation for life.

That humble start led me a on an illustrious career of learning how to do most things in the church, plu things I’d never would’ve thought of. I learnt how to mix sound for a live band and do it well. Graphic design, communication, marketing and working in a team are just some of the skills that got sharpened in SURFCiTY. Although I sunk myself to deep into the mold, and often was hurt because of this peculiar placement, it was a valuable and fruitful deployment and I’m eternally thankful to the whole team of staff especially Lucas, Kent, Dave and Rosanna, Mark, Shamiso, Kate, Amanda, Wendy and Jeremiah, Chrissy and the Pastors Richard and Erica plus so many other individuals I served, served with and was served by.

We’ve slowly moved through the years and now, mid way through 2009 and I’m 27 starting to wonder if being on staff at a church meant I was going to be a cynical grumpy old man sometime soon.

1073

Intertwined in the Macquarie Regional Radioworks and SURFCiTY story, there’s a valuable tale which we’ll title 1073.

On arrival at the Gold Coast I had emailed Callum (and I’ve never stopped) the program director, announcing my arrival and my humble amazingness, perhaps he could give me a prime time show or something of that sort.

Callum, Simon, Phil, Hayden, Noelene and Rob, over the years at 1073, have generously heaped opportunity after opportunity upon me and I’m the better for it. Callum gave me a night here and there on the night time show, then I filled in where I could, attempting to learn music programming, scheduling, production and whatever else came up. Eventually one morning came where Callum couldn’t do the brekky show and I was asked to fill in.

From that one day ‘filling in’ I stayed there for 9 months until the no or low pay sent me crazy and I left the position, wondering why on earth I’d surrendered the throne I was so desperate to sit in. Luckily there were still some weekend shifts I could fill and generally annoy Callum at every given moment.

Out of that experience I’ve had the opportunity to fail dismally on air in a major market, learn how to recover and I’ve made some amazing friends along the way, notably Cal, Michelle, Deano and Ash.

Esperance

I’d hinted to the Group PD of Macquarie Regional Radioworks that I was dead keen to become an announcer and to his word, when a position became available he let me know about it and I was given the opportunity to apply. I actually got the email whilst in Sydney for the Hillsong Conference and I could not believe it.

I put in an application and an aircheck, my aircheck was pretty bad and highly produced so I was asked to record a better aircheck understandably. The only problem was my voice was gone thanks to laryngitis. After emails, phone calls, more airchecks, begging and pleading, I accepted the offer to take the breakfast show on RadioWest in Esperance on 747 AM and this is where I stand today.

It’s an opportunity like no other and every day I learn so much, my brain gets contorted, twisted and shoved back into place upside down and generally each day ends quickly at around 8pm, tonight it’ll be 9:30pm, and I’m left wondering why on earth am I in Esperance, how on earth did I get here and where the heck am I going next.

Dream

It’s a real honour to look back over 27 years of speeches, messages, books, posters and TV shows of people telling me to live my dream, to now see myself living my dream.

The sick and strange thing is this. Living your dream often comes at a price you can’t afford and it brings a situation you didn’t anticipate.

For me the cost was losing the daily presence of so many special people in my life. I know we’re all still friends. Facebook, Twitter, Email, Flickr and phone calls all serve there purpose but I miss everyone so much. The situation I didn’t anticipate is the reality I’m living today, it’s strange and for every day that I wonder in the glory that is living a this life there is another day where you sit here all alone in the middle of my dream and say “what the f#$k have I done”

My iPhone Apps

Here’s the iPhone Apps and why I love them.

Page1Bible – lifechurch.tv hav made a great program for reading the bible, it uses YouVersion and can store a few offline translations.

Pkt Weather – this has much better info than the standard iPhone weather app .. which is handy if you’re doing an outside broadcast or if the studio internet is out!

Tweetie – my Twitter client of choice, it’s bigger brother (2.0) will be even better. I am a rather unhappy with the level of customer service to come out of the developers for this app, but it’s still my favourite.

Ping – it’s like free SMS’ing between iPhones!

Facebook – i’m a facebooker

NetNewsWire – it’s a pretty good RSS reader – which in English: it’s good for reading news online using Google Reader feeds.

You’ll also notice on the front page all of my main apps, I use these apps daily, or if not daily I want quick access to them.

Page2This second page is where I have all my secondary apps and photography apps.

Autostitch is the best Panorama creating app I’ve found but it would be nice if it worked like Pano … but not with Pano’s low quality stitching of photos.

Photogene is a basic photo editor, cropper etc.

Cameraflash brightens photos but not well

Genius is a camera app with two additions I like, 10 second timed shot and sound activated shot.

CameraBag, OldBooth, CinemaFX and Coloursplash are fun little photo apps that include filters etc.

Flickr is a the free Flickr brand iPhone App – good for uploading etc. Could be better though, i.e. blog posting of Flickr pics within the app!

Aardvark is a free app for the Aardvark social question answering network. It’s kind of fun and uses Push notify.

tvGuide is a great TV Guide app, although it fails at WA timing for Foxtel shows

iTalk Lite is just like Voice Recorder, but it makes up for the iPhone Voice Recorder app in allowing Wi-Fi transfers of audio.

Clock Gt is a free Clock App which comes in handy in Outside Broadcasts for timing out.

Sketchbook looks fun anduseful in an arty sense but I’ve not really used it yet.

Goodreader is for reading all my PDF ebooks.

Page3The winners on this page is Wikipanion, which is surprsingly better than the in-house Wikipedia app.

The Roar is a great Australian sports news app.

Aussie Rules Live helps you keep up-to-date with “the other code”

Radio Flare is a new, cool and currently free game!

HeyWay stands for Hey, Where Are You and it uses 3rd Party Notification – pretty cool.

iTranslate is a free language translator.

Grill Guide is a BBQ helper!

Ping.fm and Moby used to be needed but they’ve been made redundant of late.

Weird News is a radio announcers friend, show prep in a box!

.. they’re the main apps I use … the other stand outs are the I Am T-Pain App which is a new source of hilarity in my world, Ragdoll blaster was fun until I finished it. Boxcar is my Push Notification agent of choice for Facebook and Twitter. Lightsaber is still fun and Tris is good although no longer available. Finally Ocarina, iDrum and FlightControl are old favourites.

Not many of those Apps are free, but like they say, you get what you pay for.

Stage 2 in Contacting Ashton

Stage 2 of contacting Ashton Kutcher has begun!! Please I need you all in on this.

I’ve talked to a friend of Ashton’s that says tweet or email.

So we’ve already been tweeting, and we’ll continue to tweet Ashton

Please email info@katalystfilms.com asking them to get Ashton to contact Josh Withers, Breakfast Announcer at Radiowest Esperance for a radio interview. My email address is jwithers@radiowest.com.au, studio phone 0011 61890721747 and my mobile is 0011 61411849404

If you missed Stage 1 – here it is